I have Tourette's and OCD and ADHD and trauma around childhood bullying and I love my friends and I love my life and I don't want to quit my job. I read books one at a time and am not ashamed of this, and enjoy writing reviews for books as they relate to my experience in life (which is called bias u fucking idiot everyone has one it came free with your lived experience). I'm not really sure why I'm writing all of this as if it's some void to scream into, there are real people on the other side of this screen and I am reaching into it with heart bare and mind open. I have browsed some and have liked all (except Youtuub lmao), and know a ~little~ HTML from several coding classes barely attended and seldom absorbed. Look into me and into mine secrets and revel in what I hold dear.
~~When I - When I put it in here, I guess..~~
ok. We know you're retarded and like to read. What else?
What do I enjoy in life?
- Love
- Small-medium amounts of pain administered in a controlled way
- Crying
- Puking (don't judge me)
- Learning
- Being loved by someone who wouldn't have sex with you
- Having sex with someone who doesn't love you
- Being wordlessly understood by a friend
- Reading :#3
- Taking care of myself
- COOKING
- Writing about things I'm doing
- The multitudinous and infinitely varied ups and downs of life, and how this shapes the perception of human beings
- My own neurology... my brain is fucked up in terms of wiring and I try to read as much as a layperson can about the matter
OK I'll actually list hobbies now instead of abstraction
- Skating (casually,formerly)
- Video Games (since age 6 thanks dad :))
- Giving head
- Flirting with people (respectfully)
- Sewing
- Embroidery
- General needleworking
- Getting stoned occasionally
- drinking beers socially and smoking/vaping socially
- Making things :)
- Mechanical repair
- Tool/equipment restoration/light refurbishment
- Weaving
- Existing
- Braiding
- Harvesting Flax fibres (Harakeke, Phormium Tenax)
- Eating wild fruit
- Hitting rocks together
- Making huts (formerly)
__.;';`*`'`. I could really go on forever but you get the point .`'`*`;';.__